what are you thinking??

What are you thinking?? What you want to say to me when you left for australia? I simply dont have an idea... and its sort of making me nervous... what conclusion?? what decision you have made?? I tried not to think about it... but i guess im those kind of person who live for the day and not for tomorrow. Who know what will happen tomorrow? I rather I do what I want now and get it done with, than wait for tomorrow. What if tomorrow never come? Wil you regret that you din't say it out?? What is the question about us?? So what I still love you? It does not mean I want to move on... or do I want?? I simply have no idea... i'm in the state of confuse... *breath breath* I think I should respect your decision.. give you time... I think I'm happy now that I can still be your friend... I'm asking no more than that... cause I'm afraid that the more I expect.. the more disappointed I will get if that's not what it meant to be...

I should not think about it anymore... I should go and enjoy myself... dayang!~!~ Here I come... I'm "excited" that I going to take my open water diving licence... soon I can dive.... maybe I just want to escape and give myself some space to breath... I really have no idea... just follow what GOD shows me... there is a time to loss and a time to gain... the world is balance... you can't have everything turning your way...